man, who thought my work could get so tiring, i just finished the main season in my work and the hours are ridiculous!!!
I mean 6 in the morning till 10 at night seven days a week for 2-3 months ouch!!

just about time to recuperate i think lol, anyways i hope people out there are doing fine and getting along, gotta ask ain't i lol

live well peeps

Sooooo happy!, my firend came down from Coventry to see me and it was a great weekend, we went to Whitstable to see an old college friend, then the next day us three enjoyed a day out to good ol London.

I havent had this much fun in ages, WOOT GO ME!!, anyways sorry for being depressed in my last journal entry, i have no idea what sparked that lol.

I wish anyone out there good luck in anything you do because anyone and everyone needs a break and some fun.

Wishing you well people, Enjoy your lives!!!

Lately ive been feeling rather down with myself, to the point of even crying, i need to apologize to everyone who had to read my last journal, ive never been that pissed off before that i would put my anger on this journal.

I suppose that it is because i feel so ashamed at myself, i need to take a break from this life of mine, so im going to delve deeper into the computer world and shut myself off, there is just too much going on and i need to just escape.

im sorry people, i will be back, just....i dont know how long

goodbye

P.S. I am no hippy

Why in this world does there have to be negative emotions, i mean c'mon, the f***ing reason that there is no justice in this world is because of assholes that cant be bothered with helping this little pathetic planet.

There are way too many people that i know that just dont give a damn, AND THEY ALL FUCKING LIVE WITHIN 10 MILES OF ME!!, my best friends all live something like 90 miles away from me and that just sucks.

I have just had enough of it, sure im a patient person but there are always fucking limits, anyway thanks to whoever bothered to read this and i spose i should appologize too, hearing all that ranting, do all yourselves a favour and watch your back, who knows who might stab it,

Take care of yourself you might just be happier.

hey its been a while since i thought of putting in another journal, to be honest im not really sure on what to say most of the time, i tend to make it up as i go.

Anyways of all of you out there i hope you are keeping well, its fecking freezing here, i was also thinking of submitting another picture but it might wait, it depends if anyone wants to see some more, hopefully i have improved only im crap at making differences myself.

if by chance anyone knows of a tutorial that can help with anthro ears please let me know, as i cant seem to get the hang of them lol, i'll only get better.

thans for reading